Sabotage!!!!!

I have been trying to get a start on a new Whole30 plan since October 1.  I signed up for the daily email program, it sends you an email every day with information and support.  I started not too badly and completed almost a week.  After that, I have only managed to do 2 or 3 days in a row.  Almost 2 months later, I have achieved almost nothing.  Even though I know that I feel better when I don't eat too many carbohydrates, I am still not making that much of an effort to rectify this.  So, the obvious question is, Why?  I don't have a clear answer for this.  Sam thinks that the Whole30 is too extreme, but honestly I'm much better cutting things out completely than having them every once in a while.  I'm not exactly sure how to deal with this, but I really need to do something.

So, I'll try to get back on track.  Maybe I should be a little more flexible instead of so extreme.  When I have one slip during the day, I just think I might as well eat whatever I want because that day is ruined already.  It's really starting to annoy me and made me wonder why I am sabotaging my diet on a daily basis.  So, here goes once again.....